_______FOREVER LOVE.

Joyce Is Crazy..

2004-06-11T01:09:00.000-07:00

hmmm..hi every1..hahas..long time since i last blog ya?..hahas..holis come alreadi..so busy..hahas..found a job at plaza sing MOS BURGER..hahas..okay la..not bad..$3.50 per hr..rather low..hahas..but who cares...juz go for the fun of it..hahas..den gg back to hk on the 15th..go see my dear grandfather..sigh..he got liver cancer..den very cham la..den ya..gg to see him..properly the last time..sigh..so sad..hope i wont cry la..hehe..

..hmm..so lazy these days..o..i have my air-con change..and now..my room is so coolin..hahas..keep slpin n slpin n slpin..doin nth..wake up..go work..den back home..watched "Greed Mask"..den slp..hahas...."Greed Mask" is so nice can..hahas...very very nice..too bad..finish alreadi..but i am very sure dat they will have it showed on channel U..sooner or lter..hahas..haven do my hmwork..shits..hahas..aniwa..i am in ginni hse now..sigh..have being here for the past few hrs..hahas...slpin in her hse..hahas..her hse sofa so comfortable can..hehe...okay..hahas...ginni on the tv..and so.....byeeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!!!!!!!!

stress....hohohoho....

2004-05-11T04:17:00.000-07:00

hahas...mugging..mugging..doin maths n maths n maths..sigh..a maths tmr..n i still dont noe wads the logarithms thg..omg..i can juz prepare to fail..hahas...n same goes to my physics toda..was writin rubbish..hahas..wad to do??..duno anithg ma..den juz write n write n write..gona fail terribly..hahas..hmmm..sighh..many thgs happen to me..duno why..feelin so sad at times..think n think n think..hahas..

to you: thanz for being there for me whn i am feelin low..hahas..thanzs for cheering me up..

carol........'sexy legs'

2004-04-25T20:37:00.000-07:00

hahas...hmmm.. finish tuition..haahs..den as usual..mi n carol were foolin in class..hahas..tokin about the pple..hahas..den caol was lyk sayon how come the 'sexy leg' guy nv come toda..hahas..i tink she miss him..hahas...keep tokin about him..hahs.n of coz..the monk..hahs...okok...hahas..den the guy beside was lyk..quite piss..hahas..coz..lyk..so noisy..hahas..well..toda..mi n carol were lyk so early..hahas..coz we lyk everytime late one ma..haha..of the comb science class..but now no more liao..hahas..den can be very early for maths class liao..hahs..hmmmm...

lalaal..EXAMS!!!!

2004-04-24T11:18:00.000-07:00

hahas..so long nv blog liao..no time leh..hahas..so much work to do..so little time to finish..arghh!!...ahahs...so stress lo..hahas..hmmm..on thur...mi fel cristie n tong..we sweep n mop the class can..hahs..so funny..mop n mop n mop..den lyk the class is so clean..but on fri after skul..the class seems to be so dirty again..arghh!!..den some more class lyk the pple drop so much hair??..we sweep the floor hor..den sweep alot hair lo..den...ewww..so discustin..haha....had tkd yest..so tired...n before dat..mi n caressa went queesway..n it rain!!!...wth..every fri lyk rainin lo..den dat stupid caressa the umbrella spoilt can..den arghh!!...hahas...den drenched lo..so malu!!..hahas..den went ikea..den meet up with swee ling..went to belinda's hse..den while mi n swee ling were playin with the hamster..den dat pig caressa is eatin n eatin n eatin...hahas..so funny can..den went we get back to her..she finish up 2 packets of tibits can..omg..hahas..den had dinner at bel's hse..the food so nice!!..hahas..den went tkd..den hahas........den nth..den..den..den..den....... byebye...hahas...

TKD RAWKS!!!!

2004-04-14T19:50:00.000-07:00

hahas....went to tkd tournament...so damn nice can..hahas..support hongkong team!!..yayys!!..hahas..den dere tis guy called Calvin from hk team one..den he so blur can..he is losin liao...but he tot he is leadin lor..omg!!..hahas...*faintsfaints*..hahass...den ginni interested in tis hk guy named Shum Lai Lim..hahas...woahh!!!..den she so siao lo..hahas....asked him for email...den took pic with him..hahas...but all these is ok..but caressa leh...lyk so coward can..she was lyk so wantin to say goodbye to the IReland coach..but shes juz simply shy..sighhh...den she keep lookin at the IreLand dat side..den the eyes lyk watery lyk dat..sighh!!..hahas..den after dat..dey went back to deir hotel..York hotel..hahas..den we were lyk followin dem??..hahas..den ya..all the crazy stuffs lahs..hahas...but i reli miss the tournament lo..reli...duno y lehs..lyk the next day morin..den i lyk so sad lidat..coz lyk..sth is missin suddenly..sighh..so sad..

but.haha...sir say dat if we work dame hard..train dame hard..den we will go hongkong in 2006..hahas..represent spore..hahas..den go spar..hahas...woahh..sound so serious..hahas...but mi caressa n ginni intend to work n train dame hard!!..hahas...coz.....*shhhh*..hahas.....

hey...i broke my spex can..i so sad lo..sighh...den went to made a new one toda..hahas.........wana pon skul tmr lehs..so sianz lo..den some more the weather so bloody warm n humid!!..arghh!!!....................

2004-04-08T00:21:00.000-07:00

hahas....sianz lehs....toda went for tennis...den umpire with chesly..den hahas..so funny..we lyk so blur can..hahas..den tis SACSS gal lyk hit the ball dame hard..den it went towards my direction can..den hit mi lor.den i was lyk..owww!!!...so pain!!..the gal dame powerful..hahas..den went town with weejia..jorain..girlfrien..and LaSai!!..hahas..den so fun..hahas..hmm....tmr tkd!!!..yays!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!......

l a l a l a l a l a l a l a l a . . .

2004-04-07T21:04:00.000-07:00

heyz...hahas..so long nv blog le..hahas..seems dat im so busy..hahas..hmmm..tis fri is tkd tournament!!..yayss!!!..hahas...so happy lo..hahas...although we are not in the tournament...but we are aso involoved..hahas...we are the so called 'helpers'..hahas...cant wait for it..hahas..so excited leh..hahas..hmm..i love the new sittin arrangement..hahas..so fun sittin lyk dat...den we had loads of fun dere..hahas.......hmmm.......i juz suck in maths can..i dun understand wad dat mr ng sayin..sighh..feel lyk droppin maths..hahas....but cant..sighh.. . . . .thanz dara..for givin mi the jawbreaker n the pixie stick..hahas.....

heehaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-04-02T15:59:00.000-08:00

haha..urm...tmr tkd gradin leh..hmm..scare scare..hahas..but quite hapi..haha..coz goin to green belt le..time reli fles..haha..hmm..mon sittin wit bernice..so hapi..haha..n of coz my ta jie still beside mi..tis is gona be fun fun fun..haha..aniwa..wish mi luck tmr!!..hAHA..

real love....

2004-03-29T22:13:00.000-08:00

Real Love

Real love between two souls is, I believe, love's highest form... it is a best and deepest friendship, based upon unselfish caring for another. Real love is mental, physical, and spiritually all encompassing. Real love is not always easy. Nor should it be, as real love is a thing of utmost value. Real love, though unconditional between those who share it, is not free in the casual sense. Though it cannot be bought or sold at any price, it must be earned through the way in which we live our lives and treat others. In a rudimentary sense, it's karmic... although it's really more than that.

Real love between two souls is, I believe, one of God's greatest gifts, and is part of the design of the universe - every soul having its mate. As such, it is also one of life's most elusive prizes: finding one soul amongst billions is like trying to find the brightest star in the heavens… a search made more difficult by the radiance of others which may appear brighter merely because they are closer… or in the way.

Because real love between two souls is so rare, yet so incredibly beautiful a thing to find, many of us search far and wide, often in the wrong places, often recklessly... just for a glimmer of light, a sign. And when we don't find it immediately, or get hurt as a result of the relationships which, through hurt and loss are meant, actually, to teach us how to better recognize real love, we sometimes sell out and find some way to ease the pain of loneliness, if only temporarily. Sometimes we even give up the search entirely and convince ourselves such love does not exist. In either case letting our selves believe the world to be a dark place, life becoming a cold contest… where one might as well take what one can get.

But to succeed in the game called life, one must first glean the rules. Therein lies the secret behind the search for love: the path to true love is a path of faith. Faith in God and the design of the universe. Your real love will naturally move close to you as you become ready to meet him or her. But remember this: real love is about substance, and substance is not about immediate sense gratification or selfish behavior. Every action which displays a lack of faith in real love shows you haven't learned yet and are not ready. And will blind you to recognizing your real love, even if he or she was standing beside you. And will, effectively, push that soul farther away. Conversely, patience, hope, strength of spirit, and unselfishness, especially when demonstrated by actions which show faith in finding real love - rather than doubting its existence or giving in to creature comforts of the moment - will bring your real love closer. This goes against much of what hip media, music, and even many of the varied philosophies of underground culture tell us about love. Specifically, a few words of caution: many of the behaviors which encourage us to experience the physical pleasures of love and belonging outside the context of a real, loving, one soul to one soul relationship are, by nature, selfish. Real love is not about drug hugs and back rub chains. Though real love can manifest as the most intensely passionate and beautiful physical experience in life, that path is for one soul to one soul only… and only when spiritually true. Real love between two people is the real ecstasy... accept no imitations! But if you don't believe me, live life for a while and see for yourself. Try whatever else you feel might bring you real love and happiness or serve as a substitute. Then, when you realize that all is not good… or that something is missing… give this path a try. You do owe it to someone... two people, actually: yourself and your love, who may already be standing right next to you. Don't miss the forest for the trees.

"And now these three remain: faith, hope, and love. But the greatest of these is Love."

whee..

2004-03-28T19:54:00.000-08:00

wheee!!!....haha..o man...my whole body achin man..haha..went tkd on fri..den tis mornin went again..haha..very devoted right??l..haha..duno why i love taekwando so much..haha..juz love it man..haah..wth lor...dat stupid idoit caressa!!...made mi woke up lyk 6 in the mornin??..den make mi sit in the bloody train for lyk 3 hrs..coz she is so so so terrible late??..den i lyk wad..a mor0n??..sittin in the train den comin n goin back..so idoit lor..okok..since dat gal had apologised to mi..den i shall forgive her..haha....

den toda went went cedan...to train..den omg lor...dere the pple so serious man..haha...den whn sparrin right..omg...the guys were lyk so sissy??..haha..coz we are gals..so we can attack..but dey can onli defence..haha..den mi n caressa keep kickin..haha..den the stupid guys keep escapin..haha...den poor caressa.kana kick into her stomach..den she nearly vomited..haha...poor gal..

den went for tuition..aiyo..dat stupid class the air-con spoilt lor..den cheryl carol n mi were lyk so hot..haha..den so tired,,den lyk onli we 3..haha..den we were not even listeinin man...ahah....so sianz...quittin liao..haha...den mi n carol went for our a maths tuition..haah..den dat mr leong cant come..den change to tis stupid teacher..who was wearin a 3/4 pants..n slippers..wad kinda of teacher is dat??..hha...den mi n carol keep laughin..haha....hmmm...fun dae toda..haha..so tired man..haha..havin 2.4km run tmr..omg!!!...muz run faster!!!..haha....

i love myself..n U!!!

2004-03-26T18:09:00.000-08:00

haha...at weeting hse now..haha..wit caressa..haha..waitin to go to tkd..woahh...haha..aiyo..haha..slept juz now..haha..den dat caressa's pig leg was on mi lo..den my hp rang..den i cant even get up..whahahahah......listenin to S.H.E. songs..haha..hmm..goin tkd..haha..

i am so in love in luv wit u..haha..

more than words..

2004-03-25T20:04:00.000-08:00

how much i love u..
pple ask mi y i fall for u..
pple ask mi whn i fall for u..
i had no answer..
love..
reli had no answer..
no words can xplain how m i feelin towards u..
no words can let mi xpress my love for u..
u may not noe it..
but ur apperance had brightened up my life..
w/o u..
i wun have the energy to live..
thanz for appearin in my life..

聽不到

2004-03-24T18:34:00.000-08:00

夜黑夜寂寞的夜裡氣生氣對自己生氣
軟弱的電話又打給你想聽你那邊的空氣
有什麼精采的話題你還是溫柔給我婉轉的距離
我的聲音在笑淚在飆電話那頭的你可知道
世界若是那麼大為何我要忘記你無處逃
我的聲音在笑淚在飆電話那頭的你可知道
世界若是那麼小為何我的真心你聽不到
會很會偽裝我自己你不該背我的秘密
沉重都給我微笑給你奔狂奔空曠的感情
走暴走暴走的傷心透明的歎息最後
還是我的秘密我的聲音在笑淚在飆
電話那頭的你可知道世界若是那麼大
為何我要忘記你無處逃我的聲音在笑淚在飆
電話那頭的你可知道世界若是那麼小
為何我的真心你聽不到聽不聽不到我的執著
撲通撲通一直在跳直到你有一天能夠明瞭
我做得到我做得到我的聲音在笑淚在飆
電話那頭的你可知道世界若是那麼大
為何我要忘你無處逃我的聲音在笑淚在飆
電話那頭的你可知道世界若是那麼小
為何我的真心你聽不到

2004-03-24T02:43:00.000-08:00

I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU. I LOVE YOU.

l HATE MYSELF!!

2004-03-24T02:41:00.000-08:00

i really tried to forget about u..
i really tried..
i keep telling myself that i dont luv u..
i keep giving excuses that i dont need u..
but why do i alwaz give in whn i see u..
why do i alwaz care so much about u..
others ask if i lyk u..
i deny it..
but the fact is dat i luv u..
since whn do i lyk u??
i had no answer..
but now..
i cant lied animore..
coz i really luv u..
w/o u..
i dont even have the energy to live..

below tis song is delicated to u....

wheee....

2004-03-21T19:06:00.000-08:00

haha..tink im crazy..haha..eh..had tuition toda..o man..haha..so boring lo..dat chem class..haha..den some more the class so dame cold one..haha..frezzin...cheryl's hands were so cold can..haha..den carol n i were late for a maths class..haha..its seems dat we were nv early before..hahas..durin maths class..carol n i were tokin n crapin n laughin..haha...tokin abt the orange freak..haha..so funi..den went tiong..den went home..haha..rain so bloody big man..hahaha...hmmm...tmr 2.4km run le..o man..dun wana run leh..sianz......

ARGHH!!!!

2004-03-21T03:08:00.000-08:00

tis stupid blog is makin mad mad mad!!....dat stupid post about the EFL camp was so long ago..haha....

woahh....<< EFL >> I LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!

2004-03-15T20:18:00.000-08:00

haha...juz got back frm efl camp..so much much fun..haha.........not goin to write everythg down..too many thgs to say..haha......aniwae...reli enjoyed miself..haha..

erm....wad i love most is the CAVING part!!...so fun man....den yueh wan hurt herself..den i was takin care of her all the while..haha..i very caring rite..haha...."bishbish"..okok..den..den fun fun fun.....haha......

eh,....went for v camp toda..haha...mi n caressa were all the while slpin...haha..coz too tired...n of coz....its SIANZ..haha...watch LORD OF THE RINGS toda..dey plaed for us..haha..watch the first n the second one..nice nice..haha..den tmr goin science centre..haha...tmr will be fun man...

goto watch the special effects of the LORD OF THE RINGS..cool!!...mi n caressa are buyin the ring..haha...cool right..haha.........kk..goto slp liao...tired tired..haha................

-none-

2004-03-15T04:24:00.000-08:00

arghh!!!!....tis is makin mi mad mad mad!!!! i have to blog rubbish to get mi posts publish!!

-none-

2004-03-15T04:20:00.000-08:00

I LOVE U!

opps..

2004-03-06T20:46:00.000-08:00

haah..toda had hse practice..haah..den plae tug of war..den i fell down 3 times lo..so malu can..haha..den its lyk dat kind of fall lyk fall till very cham den the legs high up one..aiyo..haha..so malu!!..haha...den went bugis wit dara yanna yishan..den took neos..den went orchard..den walk walk..den went home..toda so sianz man..haha........aniwa..cant wait for efl man!..haha.....................

2004-03-06T04:48:00.000-08:00

haha.

2004-03-01T19:29:00.000-08:00

haha.......toda had a/c n geog paper...a/c was okay..but...GEOG!!!...omg..duno anithin at all..haha...surely will fail!!..i am very sure..haha..aniwa..din go for training..coz CA la..den mi arm the muscles pain...aso duno wad happen...haha..den the bitch so angry..aso duno for wad shit..haha..aniwa..dun care..haha......

CAs...stress..stress..stress

2004-02-27T23:10:00.000-08:00

haha..had fun toda!!..went queensway wit sweeling n caressa..haha..sweeling buy skul shoe..haha..den caressa was so tired n hungry until i muz help her carry her thgs..haha..so i help sweeling to carry aso...so kind of mi right??haha...*thick-skin*..haha..aniwa...den suppose to go mi hse one..in the end went to cc the roof top dere..den haha..the sun so big..haha..den we three started to crap n crap n crap..den startin to play wit caressa flute!!..haha...n surprisely..i can blow out sound man..haha..so wonderful!!..haha..but i blow till i headache..so juz FAInt den slept for lyk 3 hrs??..haha..den caressa aso slpin..onli sweeling down dere blowin..haha....aniwa...had great fun toda!!...tkd was so fun fun fun!!..haha...da small little MOLESTER was so cuteee...haha......

hmm...tmr studin wit jie..haha..so guai right??..haha...*bish*..aniwa...CAs comin man..o my!!..haha...scare scare!!..haha....kk....

MATHS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2004-02-22T13:41:00.000-08:00

o god..maths make mi mad man!!!...sure will fail for my maths tests lo!!...arghh!!!...sux la!!...but dun wana fail le..so how??...duno!!..haha...aniwa...got the forever love the piano scores!!..yayy!!!..haha...practicin it real hard!!...aahahaha..................er..haha.....had piano lesson yest..was too tired..den was half slpin while playin..so i played sux!!...haha.......aniwa......gona go tuition.....byebye...........

HIDE ROX!!!!!

2004-02-18T22:52:00.000-08:00

haha...toda had geog test..haha..very funny..haha..had piano toda..went to yahama..den walk past the sell guitars dere..den saw HIDE!!..haha...woahh..at first gave mi a fright man..haha...coz............erm..ermm...haha...but after dat find him so cool??..haha..den went in to look at 'HIS' guitars..haha..den cant find any.haha..too many pple buy liao..haha..wow..o ya..went was goin to ps..saw tis guy wearin a X JAPAN shirt!!...so dame dame nice lo!!>.haha..wif a big big pic of HIDE in front!!...omg..haha...wanted to ask him where he buy one..haha.....coz its lyk so dame nice?..haha..but im sure dat i wun wear dat shirt out..coz its bit weird??..haha...aniwa..ya..haha...*dreamin*...haha...want to go japan see the HIDE museam le...where all HIDE"S guitars n his thgs are being kept dere..haha....whn i grow up..muz go japan n to HIDE"S museam!!>.haha....tmr mi got tournament...doubles wif cheryl..hope to play well!!..haha.........

wad a lousy dae i had..

2004-02-16T19:55:00.000-08:00

yoohoo!!!..haha...so happy!!...got full marks for my maths test..haha...but sadly...got onli 41/50 for chinese..haha...so..no choice..work hard..haha

o...toda went celina hse to plae tennis..den plae plae plae..haha..den went home bout 7++..dun reli wana go hm..coz dun wana face dat monster n dat monster's bro...haha...btw...I DIN TREAT U LYK SO KIND OF MAID LO...tok rubbish lo...wad..u xpect mi to wash the plates for u??...no way man...haha...aniwa...toda in skul feel so sick..so sick lo...welll..im sick..haha...stupid

haha..tmr got tournament...haha...gd luck!!...hope its a great endin..haha.......

wad a tiring dae.. but so fun!!..n of coz..i still love u!!

2004-02-15T01:56:00.000-08:00

u are my everyting..juz how i hope dat u will nv leave mi...

haha...toda...went to skul in the morning...den whn was walkin to the class..juz rmb dat the pat. ng cancelled of the maths thg..so..dame angry wif miself..haha..den stay in skul for a while..den went irchard...haha..den went to kino den read read read..haha..den meet up wif cherie...anissa..n of coz......AMELIA!!..haha...at first she so so so shy lo..haha...den at first mi meetin wif ginni one..but den change mi mind..haha..den went to the yi mei the burfdae party..haha..den in such a short short time..noe so many pple..haha...cant reli reli rmb dere names..haha..

went to yi mei hse..den haha..so fun..noe so many pple!!>..all from stc..haha...den plae ball wif the chermaine n the duno wads her name..den plae plae plae..den haha...the ball is other pple one lo..hahha..but who cares..haha..den the ball went over the fence le..so how..haha..den go take lo..haha..den after the food came..den eat eat eat...haha..den plae water bomb!!...woahhh....so fun man..haha...den i aso not the bufdae gal..dey all of dem juz throw all the water bombs to mi..haha..so so fun!!...but...one thg....i was fully drenched!!!...wif no dry clothes!!>.haha..but who cares..haha..den ms mak came...walo..den she KICK n PUSH mi into the pool lo..haha..such a teacher hor..haha...den so fun..den the yi mei the duno who la...called uncle kenny...haha..he plae wif us lo..haha..so so so fun..the guard dun even care lo...den we were all lyk swimming in the pool wif our clothes on..haha..so so so fun!!...noe so many many pple!!..hahahaha.....den suddenlyk got so many meimeis..haha....so funi!!.....but..so sad..mi shout till mi voice so SEXY..haha...no voice liao lo..haha....den sprain mi ankle while plaein ball..haha...some more its old injury le...sobxsobx..haha...but who cares..i enjoyed miself!!!..haha...but mi got tournament on tues n thurs le..so how??/mi aso duno....haha........

tis is how mi valentines was spent..haha...so dame dame fun!!..den went home at abt 9++....wif amelia..n ...jia li..n..pootyi..haha....den went home watched mtv..haha...vanness is so omg lo..walo!>!..so act cool!!....yucks!!..den the 5566..aso omg one..haha...

o...a very very bigbigbig thanz to leanne..mi lao po...for helpin mi take vanness poster!!!...thanz man!!!hehe....

wad a tiring day....u've broke my heart totally....

2004-02-13T10:58:00.000-08:00

haha..had maths test toda..woahh..sure fail liao...haha..duno how to do lo...stupid pat la...haha...den had tennis tournament toda...was kinda of sad dat i dun plae..well well..however...dat game dat weejia+jo plae against cedar..n the game cherie had..dey won!!!!!!!!!............yaaayyyy!!!!!!!!!.....haha...so happy!!!...haha...den went holland v again..haha...den made so much noise..haha...den jade found out dat hert racket was still at NUS...den we went to NUS to get it..hehe....den went for tkd.. ....

sighh........den nobody was dere..look so stupid...haha..den went ginni hse..haha...den ate garlic bread..mi favourite!!...haha..den went for tkd lo...den haha....nas told mi dat he was aso in the coffe bean which i went earlier on..o my....i was lyk..omg..haha...so malu lo...den he said before we went the atmosphere was very nice and PEACEFUL!!...den went we went...he said it was lyk hell!!!..haha...den i kept laughin...haha...i noe dat we were real loud..haha..but who cares..haha...den haha...tkd was fun..4 mre theresians joinin...haha...den the whole team will have many theresians!!..haha... ...

SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE SHE BROKE BROKE BROKE BROKE MY MY MY MY HEART HEART HEART HEART!!!!

haha...goin to meet cherie tmr..haha....

i cried... n i laughed..

2004-02-11T19:09:00.000-08:00

sighh...was happy dat i noe how to do mi chinese test..haha...den purposely missed maths re-test..haha..den HE was lyk keepin lookin at us..haha..coz we were suppose to leave onli at 12pm..but we left at 11.45am..haha...den went NUS..haiyo...den i empire..haha...so hot!!!..den dat leanne keep scoldin mi lo..walo!!...so irritated...den was shocked to see dat jade cried!!....o my...dun care jade!!..wads done cant be undone!!...juz worki harder...nez yr we will sure win!!..hehe...

den cheryl cried too..den dat stupid weejia keep shoutin at mi..haha...den we do stupid stuffs..den went holland v again!!..haha..den go coffee bean..den toktoktok..haha...den i sent cherie n lyn n stacy home..den walk home lo..den so tired..haha..den the stupid BRO called..walo!!...say wad wana borrow $$$ from mi...50bucks lo!!...tink i so rich lo!!...dun wan lend him one lo/..den the stupid mum of mine tell mi to lend..sighh...den go talk $$$ for him lo..walo!!...i was lyk keep saving up..den he keep spendin...aso no use....walo!!!..den feel so stress...den feel lyk cryin...whn takin $$$...mum called..say where i am...wana pick mi..den i told her lo..den i was still quenin ma...den i saw her car went past lo..walo!!...den she say she wait for mi at the front n told mi to hurry..den i ran all the way...BLOODY HELL!!!!!.......she wasnt even dere lo...made mi carry dat bloody heavy bag n run so fast...den she not even dere...fine!!...den i walk up the stupid hill..

den whn reach hm..she dame hell still shout at mi..walo!!..i was gettin $$$ for ur dat PRECIOUS SON lo..still shout at mi!!..walo....feel so bloody stress lo...reli scare dat one day all the $$$will kana used finish..den slp in the streets...den dey still down dere spend so much...walo!!....wad the hell lo!!.....den cant control..den cried whn bathin..haii...den feel better...den ate dinner...

toda dat stupid jane la...its her duty to sweep the floor lo...den dara juz tell her to sweep..den shout back at dara can...walo!!...feel lyk slapin her lo...den i stayed back durin recess to sweep the floor..den dat stupid jane din even feel thankful lo..she stilll was why the hell i sweep the floor..dun she have brains???...if she dun sweep...maggie lee will be angry...n as im the discipline head...of maggie lee will scold mi right...NO BRAINS!!!.....juz hate her lo....walo!!!!!!....dame it....okok....sat valentines dae...goin out the whole day..haha............

wad a day..

2004-02-10T20:12:00.000-08:00

sighh..had a real hard time makin tis blog!!..was listenin to X-JAPAN's song...forever love..suddenly feel lyk cryin..i mean..the song is so dame dame sad lo..coz it was sang in a funeral..hide's funeral..n tis song was once sang by him n his 4 other band members..but sadly..he died in the year of 1998..hang himself or sth..becoz of family probs??..well..nobody noes till tis dae..ya..den on his funeral..the other 4 members came 2gether..den sing this song..so sad lo!!..sighhh....

toda..aiyo..HE put gel again lo..sighh..i tink if he dun put gel is so much mopre nicer..haha..but..so sad..haha..stay back to do maths..the class was so noisy lo..sighh..den went chinatown wif dara n demmi..haha..dara la..wana go buy cloth..haha..den we almost lost our way lo..den haha...finally..ask arnd..den tok to the ah ma on canto..haha..so proud dat i can speak canto..haha..first time proud man..haha..den went to buy cloth..den treat dat 2 pigs eat the 25cent mac ice-cream cone..haha..den the stupid dara keepin screamin..sighh...den so malu..haha..den went home at abt 6++..haha... ....so tired!!

tmr got tournament..sighh..haha..hope it will turn out gd..no more pple cryin..hehe... ....